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| DEPRESSED |
1st thing, I lost in a contest big a slight votes just because lied by friends......2nd, doesn't get my attention from her and doesn't know why hurts a lot.....3rd, can't improve in basketball but train so hard, spending time thinking why and can't control the rage is killing me!..4th, parent is not understanding everything i suffered and forbidden me to play basketball, ask me study more at home...I cannot stop myself anymore....I will beg for a little bit more freedom from them....5th, I need someone who really understand about me to care for me...not people who just listen and give suck advise or even just don't bother about my feelings....
Now, everything I can do is train basketball....only training will give me the happiness i need to regain my strength, or not i'll just sleep at home and energy-less......and I also dunno why...I just want to go outside and tires myself....in1 second I can forget about everything except concentrating to do my best.....but now, even the best thing I can do I cannot do it well.....My brain is killing me and I can't sleep, now is 5 in the morning...sun is coming out soon, i'm playing basketball again >.<
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