~I Can't Help It

~Cut by a broken plate...its not my fault i got cut!

I just hurt my finger recently...now I cannot play basketball...and even just stretching it will be painful and it started to bleed again....this just kill away my dream to play basketball for the last time before CNY......I don't have to say sorry to those looking forward for me to improve...but true they will be disappointed...but thats god will....I'm sorry for myself and desperate enough now....I don't wanna feel any guilty-ness anymore...I just wanna play basketball well...I have not mush time...but i have still enough time...just that I cannot make myself an obstacle to stop me...haiz..I can only express out here...the person disappointed on me doesn't know wad I really feels...he may just say I'm another useless person with fake promises...I promised I will do well to improve in basketball...but now look at me...just because I hurted my finger...I can;t even dribble a basketball...wad for playing and not let it cure first?....Haiz...anyway..Happy Chinese New Year to my viewer...thanks for supporting throughout the years...(if there are)....sigh*