Players at Summit...We Are At The Top!

This summit is not the top actually...it just a mall name Summit...The basketball players of my team went there 2 day before this....we had fun...alot!...When we arrive, which only me, Jonathan, Kah Tim, William and Issac.....we play around and went to the bookshop to wait for the others.
Soon, we saw Sze Hong walking into the bookshop without his glasses, I thought he haven't found his yet ..haha he just making fun of me, and along with Zhi Hao, Chai Tjun and Jeng Foong. We met and headed to the utmost floor to find out where is the Hoops Station's Indoor Basketball Court located..
Then we went to the arcade to have some fun while waiting for those slow girls and bfs.....then we are ready to play when they arrive.....We lost to the opposite team 43-45......they play awesomely but bad attitude...I'm proud of my teammates because they play with nice attitude =D.....after finish the play, we have our bath and change into shopping clothing...and go for lunch....after that, we went for a movie...World Invasion : Battle Los Angeles....such an awesome and serious mood movie but the camera kinda shaky.....
After the movie, we walk to Hoops Station...a basketball equipment selling places which provide also basketball jersey making service....We have a light blue + black one....Then we are set to go home.....
Really have a very nice journey with my friends today...all mens are brothers...they are my brothers....
(although im'm scolded badly by my parents who found out I lied I play at the arcade...but I still learn a lesson today....still a pleasant journey though...I love My Man!)

We are alright =D

The girl and me stop quarrel..I mean we didn't actually quarrel...just a bit misunderstanding...but I hope this won't happen anymore in da' future!

Found It...Its A Puppy!

Sunday went for a basketball training....on the way home with Jonathan, I saw 3 kids among between age 6-10 looking into the drain and hitting something and yelling "Anjing,anjing" (dog..dog) So me and John went near and see a cute puppy in the drain scare and shaking..Those kid's mother bring us a plastic bag and ask us save the dog...we quickly save the puppu and bring the dog to my neighbourhood. My mum free the puppy from the plastic bag and the puppy flee under a cupboard outside my house. Jonathan left and my family left the dog alone until it not so scare...
The evening, the puppy went under the resting chair outside my house and sleep there..Sooooo adorable ^_^....We manage to have a closer look at it...The puppy is awake and we gave some food for it but it just doesn't want to eat and so scare when see so many people there >_<.......I went into a troubled sleep that night.
The next morning, mum yelled for me to wake up. I remembered i've a moral project to do with some form 5 friends. Jonathan participated and come over at 9.15a.m. to have a look at the puppy, he even bring over some leftover milk for the puppy...I wake up and clean myself...I walk out the house blur-ly and see the puppy is playing happily with my mum and John...nice one =D....Really have good time with the puppy...but the puppy is now with a friend, hope the dog is happy under the friend's care.....so miss the puppy >_<

I Still got Feeling....

Dunno why it a cool day for me..I didn't think about her....though i'm too busy training basketball with my friends...we all have a bad mood today because of some rough playing...though everything gone right and fine....I dunno why i can feel that she is kinda in a not so good mood....maybe is I too sensitive..or its true she is in a bad mood?...I dunno.....she didn't online today or she does and I dunno only?....Fine forget about it...wish her in a good condition for her whole holiday and don't fall sick la....

~ Can't Pretend Anymore ~

Friday...Stayed back to look her back.....and she told me 有些事你不知道.......I say 知道了不理是好事......when i reach home..she message me if i'm angry...then we have some private talk....and I understand everything...almost everything....but is already enough... can't force myself not to cry....because thats something I forever doesn't wanted to hear and accept although I already know..suddenly felt i'm really alone...cause I lost her to my best brother....lost my best brother to her...now I felt I dun have anyone...everyone 100% have a best company beside..but now..I lost both that I have.... ='(.......kinda sad....and I dun have any more words can be said cause I really cannot accept it...I dunno how to face her on next next monday after holiday....I also dunno how to chat with her when she is online...I'm force to say i'm alright....because I can tell her how much I love her and how much do I care for her to replace another guy's place..I will not make it...forever the 2nd...At least I get 1st place in being the 2nd one......Im direction-less now...I dunno where to...since her arrival makes me so happy and sad....Now her department doesn't give me any expression.....I'm hanged...I need something...I dunno what else to say now....I know me and her relation will be different after yesterday's message...everything 100% change...she wont realize my change because she dun have to change...because she can face me but I cannot face her.....just because I did not tell her I love her....doesn't mean I dun....I want her love too...I'm jealous to the guy...and I know I will forever....I dun want to lose..just like that...losing in result is a small matter to me now...but losing her is meaningless to me....saying these while im crying all night....thinking of all the happy moment we have been through....FINE....I try to be the me before this..but dun blame me if there's is a different...

Nightmare Arrives...

He get a promote..and come to my class.....now...he is sitting just beside her and i'm just infront both of them...that make me cried for 2 days....why must he come up?..aren't he have enough last year?....He is lying to me..and he still act like a good person....WHY....Can you just FUCK back to your own class!...I'm letting you sit with her because the class dun have anymore place to sit...and you start talking to her and never care for my feelings...you Fucking Retarded!....I care for her...though I dun need her to be with me..I still need her to care for me....not only for you this fucking faker which use silly trick.....If can..I really hope god can punish him for me...just let him get back to his previous class....and I will have some moment with her...I still remember I make a deal with myself to get into the first class to start a normal, long and nice conversation with her...I written it down somewhere in my wallet...though...I started slowly...but still haven't achieve it...but HE come to my class and disrupt everything...I hate him! but cannot tell out or do anything...because SHE will care about it...I just can remain like this....watching them good to each other...and I won't even have a chance of share....I really want to know the truth....if both of HE and SHE is together or not?...If they are together..I will sad..seriously..but after awhile...I will be alright..but why just can't tell me the truth to let me relieve?....I dunno..I almost hate both of them...><...I just kidding anyway....dun take it seriously...read it..forget it..if you are a reader or a friend...dun spread this out please...=D

She's so clumsy =D

Today is our school Uniform Society day....and her third time staying back...but is her first time learning how to march...hehe...though...she lost it....She really need protection...from me...just from me =D....she's so funny that make me so like it...