2/11 is a good day....may be the worst day...

2/11/10, I going BACK to the LOL clinic to get my health report......I have to mention BACK cause I really dun want be there..not like I scare to get my report...I just hate the un-confirm professional-ity of the doctors..but anyway...doctor still doctor.they have the skill....thats all today...make sure all pray I will get a GOOD health report..

By...e
Rayson R

Boring and still boring~

Everyday stay in school is boring...now play truant dun want go school stay at home also boring....
Just the day before yesterday my friend introduce me a game called Boomz....tried it...not bad.!But..after awhile...still back to the normal Boring Situation....What else can I do beside the things which make me boring?

God...I Beg You Now.....

Please dun treat me like this.....I dunno what i've done to make u treat me like this....please give me back my health....I NEED it..!

My life depend on my Lung...Bye friend

My lung problem like worsen already...haiz..scare something will happen....hope I can pass through this crisis safely....

By the way...wish my friend that gonna fly to China on Friday a safe trip and back here in 'one moving pieces'
the reason I add 'moving' cause 'one piece' maybe not moving one...swt = =''

Final word...take good care of yourself and Nye
~Rayder~

Went to see doctor...really see only I hate!

Lol..today was a bad day for me...when to a clinic see doctor ( not suitable to review clinic's name)...but really big de la..guess all self....

I go to check for my lung, my parent and my sister I dun think will be mention....but me..!!!They suspect me a normal boy that cough out yellow to green flem  got a TB!..(F**K)

But nvm...let see what the chronology says...go into the doctor's room - get advice - come out force to cough out flem to be test - cough until chest pain and cough out some water and anchovies taste ( this morning nasi lemak ) - then started to cry and ask why I dun have any problem simply come check still say until so serious..I dun have any flem at that time d!.......Any idea what i've said?....no?...okay...just say there de doctor dunno how to treat patient!

Between serious cough and TB..there are one more disease called Pneumonia....i've been suffer from it before...but the doctor without ask any info further suspect I got a TB....I saw the info board in her room says that TB patient actually suffer from :
-Cough
-Fever during the evening and night
-Cough with blood
-Drop in weight and body size
-Does not want to have food
-Flem that is green yellowish colour

The last one i suffer..but also okay already...none of the above caught me....I dunno why her consultation is so .......nvm...after returning (will return) 2 empty container with no flem in it ( purpose and i dun have also)...i'm done!.....

Frustrated....
~Rayder~

What I'm Doing..? What will be done..?

Kinda boring life now....finish my Pmr exam...nothing else to be done except sit in school everyday and listen to some useless + little bit useful info bout Form 4 and playing...

Talk about playing...good student like me ( ya, i'm talking bout me..) started to play truant after my exam....staying at home also doing nothing..

Now sitting infront of my computer..chatting with a friend on facebook...later on the morning...I will go to the clinic to check for my lung problem..hope nothing worsen and my vacation to China on 28 Nov will go on successfully...

Till next time, later...
~Rayder~

Now I do....

God loves me, I love her, she also loves god.....Now i'm in a good mood...!

I don't understand.....

Have i done something that make u feel uncomfortable?......I dunno why i'm always the third....i have nothing to  say...I does not have the least attention from you....don't stab me please...it really hurts...just want some better attention and treat... :'(

Am I really a girl Hurt-er?

I dunno even have I hurt a girl in this life or not....but it seems girl only can be very happy be with me, or very sad be with me...i not meaning girlfriend...i'm saying bout friends only...I hope I can change into a guy which won't hurt any girl in any ways.....but I dunno if I've ever hurt a girl....and what i've done so long in my life is correct or a mess.....

It was long time since my last update..=)

Today i'm having a party with all my librarian friend in a newly opened Empire Gallery.....hope there will have some new experience for me...but then...Monday I still have to back to school for my Form 4 understanding studies...Talk back bout my party...what should I wear?

PMR almost take my life....

Haiz......Pmr today is final days for Malays....but for those who take Chinese and Tamil, we will fought for another day. But now already sick like hell...but dunno why...feel so hot but my temperature only 35.8 Cel Degree....really lol...